The unanswered 'pesan & kesan'

It’s 6:08 am and I’m currently in Jakarta.

I just woke up and then I thought it might be nice if I wrote this post. Actually this is too much to say that it may looks like a last impression for them before my leaving, and yes, the word ‘leaving’ is too exaggerating. And creepy in the same time, its like this is my last message for them before I cant met them forever. Like a testament. I WONT DIE. At least for now. I MEAAANNN ERRR WELL YES I WILL BE DEAD BUT LATER, LIKE A MILLION YEARS LATER. Amin ya Allah.

I’m not regretting my leaving and I don’t think that this past year is a waste. I got memories. I got friends. Bunch of friends. And friend isn’t a waste. I am grateful that I met friends telling me that how you climb a mountain is more important than reaching the top. Friend that telling me not to be afraid to be bold sometimes if it’s needed. Friend that telling me to be a wanderer. A friend telling me that age isn’t everything, but personality is. Friend that telling me not to get fooled easily. Friend who told me to care, don’t just pretend to. Friend that telling me, this is your life, not your parent’s life, you have the right to choose, bcs its for your future not theirs. Friend that telling me you got to control your own life, not to be controlled by other person. Friend that telling me to become who you say you always will. Friend that telling me to become a freedom fighter. Time management. Collegality. How to done practical reports by one night. Etc. Things that you wont get if you only read it on books. Even how to drive properly (and also not to get people/other car steals your way). 

You guys amazed me. A lot.

Stay AMAZE.