3 weeks

Greetings. 

I just want to say that I'm still alive. 

So i've been spending life in Jogja for about 3 weeks and its been good, though. I'm having not much of difficulties, but lots of baper. I have several times of feeling lonely, missing Citra, Tika, Okky, Dini, Amaze. Agak lebay but thats the truth though.Secara yaaa I'd never leave Malang for such a long time, with no family at all, and i used to have a lot of friends that is easy to hang out with, which  I haven't met any friends like that. yet. Oh and also i had a day of feeling gloomy after one of my friend visiting me here, and then in the next morning i escorted him to the airport, and I went home alone after that. Everything went grey in that day. I just knew that I have the drama side of mine. What a shame. But then that proves me i'm not that lempeng like what my friend once told me. 

I found how awesome it is to live far from your parents. of course, in a good reasons. You will get to see how a thing could be very precious which you didn't realize it before. Example : home made food. Me, for now, i am craving those foods really bad. I miss how my mom didn't put any MSG nor salt on it. I miss the taste of sincerity on those foods. And also I miss how i only open the door from my room, and then running down the stairs, and voila, foods are served. Lol. It really matters for me, though. And what I really adore by living here is that i can manage my own life. I decided (almost) everything by my own without having pressure from "anyone". It's like I've given a trust, which is new for me, and it means a lot. But still it means that you have a big responsibility of your own life, its whether youre gonna ruin your life by your own decision or youre going to make your dreams happening by those trust of your parents.

Apart from that, Jogja is a nice place to live. You wont meet any unfriendly things here. OH WELL, EXCEPT MOST OF JOGJA'S DRIVER. They're frankly wont budge with any other driver or pedestrians which is kind of rude for me. They're obedient with any of traffic rules, though. But then you will find friendly society, friendly weather (although i like Malang's weather more but here is acceptable), friendly food with friendly price too, friendly traffic and so on. And also how I found people here are sincere, humble and modesty, which is new for me since I live in city that most of the citizen (especially the teenager one) have such a "lifestyle" that wanting everything have to be kekinian.

And that makes me proud of calling Jogja as my second home.