Greetings.
Caution: the title isn't related
with what im going to write down below
So i want to show you what i wrote a
couple months ago but i haven't had a chance to post it yet. Here it is :
A year has passed, I
think, and I don’t have exactly the reason why I didn’t post for almost a year
by now. Anyway here I am trying to catch things up. I am not a highschool
student anymore, I had graduated. I’m taking veterinary medicine major, and
it’s on university of Brawijaya. Exactly. I failed on my attempt to escape from
this lovely city. Poor me. I stuck in this city for the next 4 years, might be
more. And there are my friends, waving their hands away from me, from the city
that I’ve been craved to wander about.
But then I found an
unbelievably awesome colleague which makes me not really regretting of my
failure. They are randomly funny, rascal, weird, freak, but that makes me feel
alive. Some of my friends from high school that I met a couple weeks ago said
that I looked different. Seriously. I was a quiet & boring girl back then.
I didn’t do much of stupid things, I barely talked if that wasn’t so important,
laughing with a quiet kind of laugh, rarely issued a joke, never do bullying
nor being bullied, which is now it seems flipped. But well, bully in a good
way, not a kind of bully like hair pulling or throwing leftovers to your meal,
no of course not.
Grateful things I stayed
on Malang is, I don’t have to feel homesick. It’s terrible, they said. Even
sometimes I was wondering how it feels like, singing Michele Buble – Home
wholeheartedly.
But then i got accepted
at gadjah mada university (which is located in Yogyakarta. it takes about 8
hours by train from Malang) with the same major as before, yash, veterinary
medicine. I can't thank Allah enough for his blessed. Alhamdulillah.
And the reality hits
me.
im going to live 337
kilometers apart from my parents. i have a responsibility of taking care
myself. doing laundry or kind of things in dormitory life. yay. Nana bukan anak rumahan lagi. and yes, it seems
that i'm going to sing Michele Buble's song wholeheartedly. I CANT BE MORE
EXCITED.
wish me luck.
xoxo
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